Jeff Hardy Face Paint Game

Spring.
rifioresce innaspettatamente Life in the countryside after the winter sleep. This change of season is making me feel suspended more than ever ... I'm so in Billich between dreams and demands that I continue always to lose the thread of my life.
I'm a bit away from some people that I loved, people who were here on this blog and contacted via msn ... was a choice or an imposition? Both and neither.
Lost as I was as I stated in my previous post and a thousand other daily jokes I lost contact with some people coming to talk to them just because my schedule demanded that I saw. I turned in on myself.
When I realized with sudden clarity how much time had passed since the last time in which I talked to my sister, Simona, or with my friends as Emily, Jordan and Elena, and they were the days became weeks and then months without my really I knew it was even more difficult to sit at a computer, take a cell phone in his hand and he became still. Why? Fear basically.
fear of discovering that the time spent was too much and the person is not more, or that something has changed now, fear of being disappointed at all afraid to send sfacello as had happened with other people.
not hear Jordan from 3 months ... but is it really possible? It seems only yesterday that we talked, it seems to me a week ago that I was in Rome with Emily, it seems to me an hour ago that I was joking with the sweet Elena.
I'm so confused and I feel so pathetic.